User:Oblivion1001/Vents

Please note that nothing I write here is intended to hurt anyone. This is me letting out all the feelings I've kept bottled up too long. You don't have to read this, or look at this, but if you want to know how I feel, go ahead.

-sigh- I'm really starting to feel like no one cares. I feel like I help out a lot on the wiki, and no one cares... Funny when you're dead how people start listening.... yeah, they would listen. Maybe the you would comment on my blog. Maybe then you would take the extra step to make it a better place here. Maybe then you would think to yourself, "Hey, that really was a great idea." Am I really that insignificant? Am I just not important anymore? Do I just not matter to any of you? When I came back from my long hiatus, I got two comments on my blog saying I was coming back. I just feel like I want to sit down and cry. Someone please take me away from here.... I don't deserve this, do I? Goodness, I try so damn hard.... And life's not helping much either, what with all of the teasing I get... I'm so sick of it. I don't know what I should do anymore. I feel really low right now. Everyone else's blogs get tons of attention. I even thought the title "GAMES!" would be enough to attract attention! Yeah, it's only me, just Oblivion who feels lower than friggin ess half the time on this wiki. I just don't want to be teased for the stuff I like and hate, like hating 1D and modern music and other crap that I don't like to be bothered with. I feel like no one really cares how I feel. I just want to kick something. And I hate it when people expect symptahy. "Oh, please, take pity on me!" well, you want sympathy? Uh, uh. Get out of my face and give it back, for once in my damn wiki experience. I feel quite lonley, all of the time, like I'm there, but I'm not there. No one's listening to me. I'm just shunned to the back of the room. Let me out... take me away from here... and now... somewhat of a memory... this place is just not what it used to be. I remember the niceness, but now so many users are inactive. Why does it have to be like this? I feel like I was the only one who saw it start changing from great to not so great, and now I hate it, because no one listened to me when I tried to keep it like how it was back then. I tried, good lord knows I tried. Betrayal. That is what I feel right now, which is ludicrous. Yeah, Hunger Games Quote. Chapter 9. I really want to stop... I want you to leave me alone, but I want you to pay attention... WHAT'S IT GONNA TAKE, HUH? dammit... I'm done here. I'm sure some of you (not all) will make me feel like this a lot more in the future, so I'll be coming back soon, probably many times. Now I'm finished, so if you want more, tough.