User blog:Planetarium/paying my respects

if anyone happens to read this -

basically, i was one of the people who were active from 2013-2014 and in 2015 as the main part of the wiki gradually came to a halt. i was a chat moderator (i won't say who, but you could probably guess if you tried hard enough, snrk).

this wiki was basically my life. it was all i thought about, as you guys were some of my closest and only friends in, well, life. i can't even begin to express how much i've grown, both for better and for worse. it was you guys who inspired me to write, to laugh, and to survive through some of the most difficult years of my life.

i don't know, man. i miss you all so much; out of all the amazing people i've met, only one still talks to me on a regular basis. some of you have facebook, skype, snapchat or whatever, but it isn't the same, given that we can never really, you know, ''talk. ''i'm very grateful for the times i was able to share with you guys over those years; it gave my life a new meaning, so to speak. and as pathetic as it sounds, i still think about these things from time to time, even if that means regretting things i did years ago.

like i said, i miss you guys, and you all hold a special place in my heart, regardless of whether or not we ended up on good/bad terms. i genuinely hope i'll be able to speak to some of you again, but until then, thanks. for everything.

- x