User blog:Rainfacestar/Apologies

So, I guess whoever is running this wiki has noticed I have dropped off the face of the Earth for like, two months or sth. I would like to apologize, seeing as I have had 20,000 exams and still have another 20,000 more.

I hope everything has been okay and hasn't burnt to the ground in my absence. I truly feel sorry for disappearing without a trace on you all and I hope you can forgive me.

Any way, with apologies out of the way, I should fill you all in on my fabulous (not so fabulous) life. While away, I worked on Footloose, and got that up on stage, which it was amazing. After that, I was informed that tomorrow, for theatre initiation, I would be inducted and would possibly be earning an award for Best Techie. So far, I have taken all my AP Exams as well as my testing for regular classes, but still have to worry about final exams. I might return over the summer providing that I get time to between this wiki, another wiki, reading all the books in my collection, and working on a play and a story I have started working on.

Now, as I am sure you all now, in the matter of a month and two to one and a half weeks, I will be turning 16. Wow. I don't know how much longer I can stick around, seeing as all the people that I talked to on this wiki are leaving soon (such as Colin, Conner and Annie) for college or life or whatever they are deciding to do with their lives. It got mw thinking that I, too, will be in that boat come two short years. I think it has hit me that I can't stay here forever. This has been my home for almost 3 years and I have been so greatful for everyone taking me in and loving me as they do. But I must face facts that I am no longer a child and I need to spread my wings. Constantly worrying about the lives of people that I have never met in real life has actual slown me down. Not a day goes by that I do not thinking about Beenie, or Annie and Justin in Cali, or the girls: Summer, Julia and Toast. I suppose what I am trying to say is that I will always remember this wiki, this family that I love. I will remember the love that I so cherished for so long, but I must let go before I stay here forever, not living in the life I am supposed to live.

You, whomever is reading this, have been amazing and so loving to me. Without you all, I wouldn't be so open, wouldn't truly get what it is like to have loved so many people at one time, and I owe it all to you. So, as I probally sign off my final blog, I want you all to remember me however you can. Whether it be the young, dirty blonde haired girl on TC who sang along to whatever came to mind or as the friend that you have bonded overthrough these past almost 3 years. I want you all to cherish our time together, because I love you all, you are my family and I will never, ever forget you.

For the last time...

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-Liza